Sunday, June 8, 2008

Still in the closet

I am not out to the society I live in, about my sexuality. Only three of my closest friends know about it.

The first friend has over the years shared many blissful sexual moments with me.He too actively participated in these activities and has always been equally interested.He is now married and settled.

The second friend know I am gay.He is straight and does not have any sexual relationship with me. He does not approve of my sexuality, but still maintains good friendhip with me.

The third friend is also straight. He has been a passive partner for me, I have had the ooportunity to explore him over the years.He enjoys the bliss, but is afraid to admit the same.As a result, he sometimes denies the bliss to himself and to me.He is my closest friend, and we have so much love and affection for each other.

It is becoming increasingly difficult for me to lead the dual life. I know I am a GAY, but am not able to acknowledge the same in public. There are many reasons for this predicament...

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