@ Kerala

Reached Kerala on December 31st. Hope to have a great time here..

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False positives!!!

False positives seem to be the flavor of the season. Maybe because more people are online these days compared to the time that I started out..

Still, too many pretenders are out there..

Many still think...
Gay= desperate for sex
They do gays a favor by indulging them
Gay= bottoms
They are to be 'serviced' by gays
Being gay= an option until one finds a girl willing to have sex with
Stupid enough!!!!

Yet, somewhere..someone...someday...

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Fiery winter...

Was waiting for the winter vacation to set out in pursuit of my dream partner. I roamed around across the nation but am still nowhere near the goal.

One or two false positives, some hot and really fascinating casual sex are all that happened. There are leads that are yet to be followed..

Hope keeps me alive..

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Winter fire!!!!

The falling temperature has aroused the flames of passion... But still looking for my partner...
Searching....

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The youth from the hills..

Have been flirting with Kalandar for some days now. When I first set his eyes on hum, I was not much excited. The pic that I took on that day didn't help either.

However, on closer look, he is a good looking youth. Fair complexion, tall, slim and good face structure. The body is a bit too hairy for my liking. But that is okay for now.

I was encouraged when he complimented my looks, behaviour and said he missed me when he was away. I once put my hand inside his inner and checked out his hairy chest. I was pleasantly surprised to find his nipples soft and so inviting. I longed to touch his entire body...

Today, I was not expecting him. However, when he walked in, I was still in formals and made use of that opportunity. I ensured that he saw and noticed that he looked at my full frontal while I was changing. I kept my undies on while I did this. I was happy to see him looking at my underwear. This got me excited.

Later, when we were talking about general topics, I complimented his fitness. Asked him whether he went to gym and he replied in the negative. For the second time, I invaded his hairy chest and slid my hand deep inside through his belly button. Wow!!

I complimented him again and he returned the same. I had him feel my upper body twice making sure he paid good attention to my throbbing nipples. When he withdrew, I stepped it up.

Now I was out of control. Slid my hand in his back inside his shirt and inner, touched his underwear, slid inside feeling his bum as far as I could go. Then, brought my hand towards his belly, felt his belly button more closely. I then slid my hand inside his underwear to his penis region. Felt his pubic hair, dug further until I touched his sleeping cock. I was going crazy and had gone too far to return now.

To my huge relief and delight, he didn't oppose or seem uneasy in any way. I asked him whether his lower body was just as hairy. He replied in the affirmative and I asked him 'zara dikhao'. Wonder what he thought of that strange request. He said, 'dikhana hoga??'. I said,' dekhne do'. My voice was hoarse, heart racing and hands trembling. Again he obliged.

He undid his belt, I saw his underwear. I put my hand inside, took out his sleeping cock. Fondled it and it grew in my hand. The circumcised beauty was throbbing and I continued to hold it and looked at his manhood closely and hungrily. He said, 'ye tho khada ho gaya'. I said, 'khada ho gaya??'. Asked him to get up.

He now stood on the bed with his throbbing manhood before my face. I took hold of it and caressed his cute balls. I licked and sucked his balls twice and then took Kalandar's virgin cock in my warm mouth. At the same time, I held his buttocks and explored. I sucked him for almost 30 seconds before he started pushing his tasty cock deep inside my mouth. He was enjoying.

Now he held my head firmly and dug deep inside. Within a minute I could feel his cock squirting his juice inside my mouth. It was a huge load that I fully drank. Luckily, it was odorless, no bad taste. Once he was fully spent, I took his member out and turned him around, kissed his ass. Again, I put his cock inside my mouth for a few seconds, removed it and then kissed his lips.

He surprised me with his coolness about the whole incident. From the conversation that followed, I understood that it was his first sexual experience of any kind. He seldom masturbated and had kissed his ex-girlfriend once. The stud asked me about masturbation, sex with boys and girls, condoms etc.

I made him hold my cock twice. This 22 year old hilly boy needs to be taught a lot...

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Summer hunt..

Getting ready for a summer hunt for lovely guys. Will be in Chennai and Pondichery during May.
Wondering what awaits me..

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Persecuting us...

The recent Supreme Court judgement has left the sexual minorities vulnerable, this time after many of us came out with their sexuality. There has been an increase in the number of incidents where the homosexuals are targeted by criminals, blackmailers and extortionists. Not every victim would approach the police and even when they do, the law is not sympathetic.
What a pity... This is life in world's largest democracy!!!!

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Election 2014

With just three days left for the first phase of elections, the temperature is soaring...
Modi has been persistent in touching the nook and corner of this big nation with mega rallies across the country. The Congress is seemed to be totally clueless and predictably playing up the minority card once again..

Regional players are hoping for a hung verdict that could catapult anyone to the PM seat, much like the humble farmer Deve Gowda.

The beleaguered IPL is in real danger of being overshadowed by the star studded big budget blockbuster called Election 2014...

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A lean patch..

My current location and profession is keeping me away from active gay scene. However, being the dedicated gay that I am, every opportunity for a peek or bump is utilized...

Where is the perfect boy for me....

Summer...

The scorching heat is accentuated by the hot mind...Searching for the spring of love and lust..

On and on...

Hi again...

Back to blogging after another long gap. There have been some changes in my life. But I am still an optimist...
 My new location and vocation are not exactly conducive for the eternal quest. However, I hope to find a way to keep the search on....

On the verge of another turning point in my life..Planning to leave my native place Ernakulam once more...
Reason? Need a change in the profession..Not sure what to expect in a new place..still will try out..
Hope all will be well..

Living on

Had a long break here...
Reasons: Laptop got damaged..busy with job...
Got a desktop this week and here I am...
Status: Still the same old dreamer...dreaming on...
hope to find my partner..I know I am getting older...but as long as dreams are alive, I too am....

As time keeps flowing

Looking at my blog today, I realized there has been no updates this year. We are in July and that makes it almost 7 months with no entries here...

As usual, met some new guys. Some false positives, people who were potential long term partners, but did not clinch the deal. Some flirtations, some great fun..

Where am I??

Years after I started out on this journey, I wonder where I have reached. How do I find out?

Did I get what I wished for? Not yet......

The journey so far? Well, it was a roller coaster ride. So many high points and some real dark plunges. As in any journey, I have been to some great places. Met some lovable minds, some con-artists, some by-standers..

Wherever I am, I do not intend to stop yet...It does take a lot of courage and effort, not to give up..

But having come so far, I sure can keep going...

Bold and curious...

That time of the year when new faces come on the arena. Most are curious, confused, anxious, shy. But they are bold enough to give it a shot. Some discover their true self, some can not face it though they know it and some move away....

Slow and steady..But where is my destiny?

Slow and steady????

I would say so. Having fun with guys more often. One of the benefits of living alone, I guess....

I would still prefer a steady partner. But until that happens, the show must go on......

So the journey is certainly steadier and so are the perils.Dangerous curves, gutters, humps, small mishaps. But how can I stop until I reach the goal....

Will this path lead me to my destiny?????

Another year...

Its a fresh year, new hopes and dreams...

I must admit I am surprised to see the level of ignorance that exist among the sexually active and curious sections of our society regarding the sexual minorities. If only we could do away with the prejudices...

Here is wishing all a very happy New Year and a great future....

The changing scenario...

The ball set in motion by the Delhi High Court verdict is slowly gathering momentum. With the Government of India opting not to challenge the verdict in the Supreme Court, it appears that homosexuality is finally going to be de-criminsalised in this country. It is a small step in the fight against prejdice and social stigma that haunts sexual minorities in India.

A slightly more inclusive and sympathetic approach is evident among the media and the Hindustan Times advertisement is a laudable effort in this regard. Such subtle but powerful nuances shown in national television can definitely help our cause(the same is true for negatove campaigns like TVS ad as well). It will take years and may be decades for us to be able to come out and live with dignity in our own villages in different parts of India. Yet, the hope that things are changing for the better is a great promise for our future.

Here is wishing the gay community(of which I am also a member) all the very best..

A busy monsoon...

We had great monsoon for the better part of last one month. The rain lashing down havily, flooding the roads, causing havoc and wide spread illness(fever of the worst kind is an epidemic at Kozhikode now), cool, dark cloudy days and thunderous nights..

The gay scene has had a much needed reprieve with the Delhi High Court de-criminalising homosexuality and the Supreme Court endorsing the verdict. As usual majority of the politicians and the so called socio-religious leaders are totally clueless about the larger issues involved. The Indian Government is hoping that the Supreme Court ruling would give it a decent enough excuse to wash its hands off the matter. Anyway, I am delighted that a small milestone in a rather long and difficult journey promises hope for millions like myself.

Personally, I had a rather busy monsoon both in my gay life and the other life(yea..I do have a dual life to live, yet). Witnesssed a traumatic incident in which one guy sought to rob a gay of his money, threatening dire consequences since homosexuality is illegal(this happened two days before the Delhi High Court verdict).

I met a guy who hoped to be a life-partner and am still unable to decide whether we are suitable to each other or not. Hope I would be able to take the right decision soon...

Otherwise, so many contacts over the phone or chat. Sadly even now I come across guys who put up totally wrong details about themselves in their profile, especially regarding age, marital status, sexual preferences and even misusing other people's pictures as their own(I am not talking about using pictures avaiable in internet sites as a profile picture, but using those of one's real life friends and aquaintances without their knowledge).

It is indeed a difficlut jungle out there and a reasonably compatable partner is proving to be as elusive as ever...

I am still hopeful, because without hope there wont be anything to live for...